It
is Wednesday for me!
( camwhoring )Today (Wednesday that is) is my first day of VACATION! I haven't had three consecutive days off in like, nine months, not to mention a WHOLE week, so this is fantastic. I don't really have anything planned as this all happened rather quickly - just going home to the parents this weekend - but still! Time off!
I start university again in two weeks, and I'm super excited. I'm so happy to be finally able to combine my work with what I learn at school! (My parents are, surprisingly, extremely happy too. My mom basically started crying with happiness when I told her that I'd follow her advice and study law *HANDS*). In any case, I haven't been this motivated in a long time! It feels to go into this knowing that I'm not unprepared, that I've been working a law firm for nearly a year.
I also got 11 of my 15 chores on my TO-DO list done, which, considering I slept until 1pm, and worked until 10pm, is not that bad!
Things have been a bit up and down lately, in many aspects, and people who I've never expected certain things of, have done just those. But yknow what? I'm doing fine. I don't care if anyone thinks that I'm 'failing' at school, job or life. In the end, there's only a handful of people out there who know who I am, what I'm doing, with who, when, how and why, and unless you're one of them? I'm not going to care what you think about my life.
Have I changed? Yeah, I have. I really changed. I'm growing up, I'm getting older and in some aspects wiser, and in many others stupider. But I realize that other people change, too. It's what time does. Nothing is like the past, and no one development (evolution?) can be attributed to one single person's actions.
I'm trying to watch Heroes 401/402 right now, but I'm somehow too energized to sit still. Ughh.
On a fandom-y note, I think I'm pretty much over hating Ryan Ross. I mean, yes, he's an idiot, and yes, he's a big ol' ass, but that's the real Ryan Ross? The Ryan Ross in my head, that I write about and read about, he's got nothing to do with that dude. Is that crazy?
I'm just glad I can write him in fic again without wanting to make him fall off a cliff.
I'm currently trying to finish my sleepwalking!Spencer fic - I have about five or six scenes left, but am lacking concentration and determination. Tomorrow! Or tonight afters Heroes.
(After 15 minutes into Heroes 401, I think I may never want to write anything other than Claire/anygirlintheworld!fic. *___*)